Cleomes; triffids, herald an August apocalypse, Broad Ripple dissolves in it's own foam. Our backyard's all about tender stalks and pom poms, bashful shiso, lemongrass bragadoccio, scarlet runner, neon sweet potato, chiles. Blinding, the evening sun resolves around street lamps just-coming-on; cheap backlot UFO's snagged in oaks. The light is beautiful.
I'm decompressing into the first of my first three days off in a row(vacation) since I began work at The Fresh Market, Indianapolis.
I've gone from clerk to assistant manager to "gold star" cook/trainer in a year-ish. Last June they flew me out to open a Philadelphia deli. I'll do the same in early September, this time in Normal, IL.
If I wanted to learn foodwork, I've eaten my fill.
One Chicago friend visited overnight. His mere presence reminded me of what I miss; new restaurants, the sheer bare knuckle throttle of exploration in odd neighborhoods, parties where anything goes, and my words taken, parsed, reconfigured in tones I once dismissed; I used to hate Chicago.
I'm a Texan.
My family's been in Texas forever.
And I lived in San Francisco...and went to school in rural Ohio and yadda yadda yadda
I wonder what I'm after; my favorite Indy restaurant closed(L'Explorateur), there's no there here(pardon me, Alice); you could google a local LTH-ish site, but the programming's shit and, really, who needs a hundred reviews of pad thai?(could be a good band name, right?...A Hundred Reviews of Pad Thai)
I passed a birria joint accreted over an abandoned gas station in one of the desultory, historic downtown neighborhoods. I didn't stop.
damn
And I lived in San Francisco, and went to school and yadda yadda whatever
At the Windows on the World I'm looking out at tourists, bastard drivers, asshole nouveau riche, "here's your fucking prosciutto," if I snap my fingers what'll I get?
at these windows on the world I see my Chicago self, my San Francisco self, hell, my Ohio self smeared across more banal urban glare, I say, as I tap on the glass, I say, I tap on the glass, I say...the glass shivers, stroked by the wind; I say hello
Being gauche rocks, stun the bourgeoisie